Time and again i found out things.. Time and again the evidences is out there.. Time and again u deny it.
I really dun see why. That when the evidence is there and yet u can still say u did not do it.
I searched ur log on ur phone.. 3am+ there was activities of u smsing him. Sms in sms out. when i show u the log. u deny it.. and say u dunno.. Tell me.. if u did not do it.. then the log malfunction? if so.. why does it malfunction only when u are not around with me. dun tell me ur parents sms. ur phone is locked with a code. and there is no point in ur parents smsing him using ur phone.
It really.. REALLY.. breaks my heart....
I dun get it why must u still contact him when u promised and even sweared not to.. All he does is call u a bitch a slut and sms u just to ask u for sex! i dun see why u still wanna be in contact with him.
Today.. you continued claiming u did not sms him at all. so i said fine.. We go M1 and block his number once and for all.. Suddenly ur whole face changed.. look so unwilling.. i really dun understand.. why! why must u still contact him when u have me and the way he treated u like a prostitute! what good do u see in him at all? asking u for money back tat he spend on u during ur relationship with him.. asking u for sex.. calling u a slut a bitch..
All i even asked for was honestly in u.. and for u to stop and cut all contact with him. if not its gonna affect this relationship u are in in a long run.
Today.. even after a arguement ytd.. u woke up and seems like nth happened.. u did not even bother telling me tat u will not contact him again. u did not even bother taking the initiative to come and tell me tat u are sorry and sort of assure me that u wun contact him ever! but instead ur face changed when i ask u to block his number.
Just now. u come to my hse.. and the first thing u did was to ask me to kiss u.. huh??? there is not even a hint of regretment or feeling sorry at all.
Why issit tat whenever we argue be it whose fault issit.. i am always the one holding on to this relationship? why issit tat u can just curse and hurl so much vulgarities at me like i am worthless and nth. why am i always the one to turn back and go after u be it whether i walked away from the fight or u walked away?
u know.. sometimes i feel so tired and wore out already.. but still i am holding on.. maybe this is whats called the power of love.. but maybe this is just sillyness from my part too... i really dunno....
